Schools nearly out for the year. We had to add four days as a result of school closings due to the hurricane (September)and snowstorms (January). Although the year has gone quickly, it still seems like a long year all around. Many days I feel as though I spin my wheels, very ineffective and unknowlegable. There are days, however, when I feel like some good has been accomplished. Most days I just wonder if its really worth it.
Is it worthwhile to run around, so busy that I forget to pray?
Is it worthwhile to work almost every night after my children go to bed just to stay ahead of the meetings and trust someone will hear what's being said?
Is it worthwhile to be so isolated that I have only one friend whom I spend time with?
Is it worthwhile to be a part of the church body where you are known only because you volunteer for things, not because of who you are?
Sometimes I wonder, like Solomon, what is truly worthwhile and how do I get there?
Does anyone else ever feel this way?
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